General Update

Alright. I guess it's time for a general update.

I spent the last 24 hours being conflicted over whether to take the job at co-op or not (the interview went well, but they only offered me $10.61 an hour - partly because the position available is a low paying one). In the end I decided not. Maybe I'm a little too attached to having a steady source of income that actually covers all my expenses. I COULD have taken the job, but if I had, I would have had to find another part time job right away, so I'd be able to do more than just cover expenses - which would be important since I'm saving to pay for a wedding. And I also want to buy a bike, take the bus to visit my parents, and continue pole dancing lessons. All of which require money.

I'm going to try not to let my dissatisfaction with work make me grumpy, tearful, or hopeless - and believe me, I've been letting it happen lately. So my new goal is still to look for work (a few of my other goals may take precedence for a while though), but in the meantime to focus on only the parts I like and trust in the universe to bring me something better.

As for pole, I've emailed Alena about the contract etc, I need to sign to get paid as an assistant instructor and then talk to Sheryl about when they need someone to instruct. I'm also working on a choreography for the April 29th student performance night - I'm taking a risk and doing a song that's very emotional for me, which is a little scary given that I have no performance coach to tell me how to get the emotion across better, or how to refine a move so it looks nicer in performance. But this is the part of dance that calls to me, and I absolutely love it - I'm sure I'll do fine.

Anyway, that's about it right now - the rest will probably be in the next monday post.