This weekend, I am cleaning something out. Getting rid of something or things in metaphor to aid in changing or getting rid of whatever it is I'm holding on to that's stopping me from changing the things I don't like about my life. Mainly where it's gone work-wise. I'm really somewhat lost right now. There are or will be a lot of things changing in my life, and I'm not sure where they will take me. In fact, I'm also not sure where I want to go - at least about some things.
So I'll think about it, and hopefully figure it out.
There are a couple things I AM sure of.
I'm engaged, and getting married, and after that I'm having kids. No specific date set for any of this yet though - everything else feels uncertain, so it feels hard to be certain about this one too. Tentatively, we're trying for this autumn, or next spring, but nothing's certain.
I want to be a pole dancing instructor. I am especially interested in choreography and technique. Stuff about body lines, moving gracefully, creating emotion in the audience, etc. To start out with, I am currently working out which day would be best for instructor shadowing - I have to do 12 classes observing an instructor before I'm eligible to assist in a particular class.
I want to work with horses. Training, riding, trail rides, something. The setback for this one is my lack of experience, so I'd probably have to start out just mucking stalls etc., while I learn more. Also, it would be a lot easier to do this if I got my driver's license, as most places where I could learn this type of thing require a car to get to.
So I guess I do know where I want to go. It's just a matter of figuring out what the first step will be, especially money-wise, to make sure I can create enough to do everything I want to do.
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